How I live now. Its a painful journey. I carry so much on my shoulders. And I hold onto to things so tightly. I hide things from the world. And from the people who love me most. I act differently around others. When I KNOW im not being genuine and me. I cry because I think of all the NEGATIVE things and never think of the positive.....I here post about being happy when im not happy myself? How im GOING to live. Im going to TAKE the journey. Life will NOT be carried on my shoulders. It will be a journey worth taking.....a long road for ME to walk on. People on the sides passing in and out of my life. I will be WHO I AM. And not who others want me to be. I realize I have people who do care.....and who will listen. I wont cry...because there wont be anything to cry about. How I live now. RIGHT now. Is going to change. Here comes summer and happiness. Here comes my 16 birthday and a little more freedom:). Here comes well NO SCHOOL! Here comes me. A happy and STRONGER me. Not a new me..... a BETTER me.
quote of the day:
"never be bullied into silence. Never allow yourself to be made a victim. Accept no one's definition of your life; define yourself."
BUUUTT I WANT TO SAY IN ABOUT 25 MIN IS ADAM JAMES HIRCHAK'S BIRTHDAY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Happy birthday Adam your amazing and im SO glad I have you in my life! Thanks for everything you have done for me! I hope your birthday is AMAZING! You have done so much for me and I wanted to say I loooveeee you! HAPPPPPY BIRTHDAY!!!!!!!!!!!!
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