Story telling

You know when a song on the radio is over played so much that you start to hate it?

At first you like it, It's new and exciting and then you hear it so much you hate it.

Sound familiar?

Its like drama. Or rumors.

We all get excited hearing something new. WE flock to it. With out even meaning to half the time. But then you become so sick of hearing the same stuff all the time that you then start to hate it, and the people who started it or were involved in it.

Then why do it you ask? Because it's like without it the human race can't survive.

We are drama, crazy hormonal driven people.

We feed off of that anger or happiness that comes from it. It's like a drug.

You know its bad and you want to stop. But you cant.

And soon it becomes almost just as bad as a drug.

Think about it.

Have you ever heard a rumor and been tempted (or have with out meaning to) tell another person about it?

Bet you have.

That there is you trying it

Once you start you cant stop.

Unless your one of those kids who stops drama or rumors, "Because I don't believe in it and i never will spread it blah blah blah."

Ya that's a lie.

We all have. And sadly as much as you want to deny it you at one point in your life you have been a dramatic person, you too have tried the drug. You too have at least a small addiction inside of you.

Sadly without that addiction its like the human race cant survive.

We could never be as exciting, crazy weird or insane.

We would be boring and all the same.

We have to have those insane emotional up and downs in our lives, we need to learn our lessons from them.

Crazy but so true.

So here is the test

Still live your life the way you have been (or better)

And spread things.

SPREAD IT ALL AROUND!!

But not rumors.

Not drama.

Not the BAD drug.

Spread stories

Non of that, "she is a whore" or "he got a girl pregnant"

non of that

I am talking about good stories, stories of your life and what you have learned, something that can help another person out.

I know there is a way to keep this addiction that we can't seem to live without.

We can still have our ups and downs...

But I know we can do it in more of a respectful way

so

stop bullying

start story telling

P.s Watch the movie cyber bully.

It's insane.

Thanks so much for reading you babes!

Love you all.

Post a comment, or follow me.

La la la LOVE you!

Bye!!

Be true.

Be you.

Be beautiful. 

Quotes of the day:

"You are who you choose to be."

"If you see someone without a smile, give them yours."

Songs of the day:

The winter stages

And that's that.

One little thing ruins your whole day.

And nothing of the expected either.

My life has consisted of the usual cycle once winter hits:

STAGE ONE

You start to become annoyed easily, everyone that opens their mouth in your general direction you become angered with and start having thoughts of hitting them....then you realize you are insane and put on a fake smile but still add a few bratty comments into the conversation.

STAGE TWO

You start to feel sad every second of the day even if you know your having a good time. You think about your crazy insane past that you know you should never bring up. And then you eat. And then you hear some crazy rumor about you that not even you knew about.

STAGE THREE

You feel like the whole world is against you and you trust no one. And then you listen to sad songs and become lonely.

STAGE FOUR

Your sick as heck and you miss a ton of school and fail. Then that explains all the previous stages in this cycle. Why? Because your moody and you have lot's of un-needed time to "heal" so you start to think...about crap. Sucks I know.

 

STAGE FIVE

You become angry about everything that you have held inside and you blow up, listen to some crazy good songs and suddenly become inspired to make a change in your life.

Unfortunately....

Stage five will only last a little while.....

Because then you realize all this isn't just suddenly happening! You realize this is weeks of denial and anger that you have been building up. That you have covered so well that not even yourself has noticed the problem occurring inside of you. Then you realize that you have to dig deep inside of the fake laughs and smiles get into the soul of yourself so you dig

and dig

and dig

and dig

dig

dig

dig

dig

and then

JACK POT

you have hit gold

Reasoning of my deep sadness?

YOU

you

you

you

AND YOU

This boy has held my heart for some months now and I cant accept the fact that I cant have him. SO I set out on the adventure to find a boy to love only to realize that I don't want any of them until I move on from the last boy. And I wouldn't be saying that I don't want them.....I would love to, its more like my heart isn't letting me love another boy cause I have my mind so hopelessly wrapped around this other fella. And also because my heart has been hurt so badly its too scared to let anyone in.

SO I challenge myself.....STOP talking to other boy so much....get over him...and finally be happy and let myself love another boy. And try to tell myself that not every boy is going to do what the last one did.

ADVENTURE TIME

As I set out on this crazy love extravaganza I meet some crazy amazing boys....who...are too amazing for me......AND THEN I meet some not so amazing boys....who don't really care to know who I am......AT the end of the day this adventure tires me out and I get discouraged.

The new day starts and the whole process happens again, But what was so different about this day? I opened my eyes and realized....I have to stop looking....because when the right young man comes...then he will come. And I have to not be so afraid to push him out, Come on Jade...you have to stop pushing them all away!

So tomorrow? Get to know some new people....and just be happy. When the time comes for you to love someone, then It will come. And it will come when you need it most. 

So lesson of this huge rant?

Just stay strong, keep calm and carry on.

Your heart is saving you for someone special.

Just don't be so closed as to loose your chance with that special someone.

Your heart knows what its doing, so give it a chance to do its job.

Well lovelies you are amazing.

thank you so much as to spend some time of your life reading my blog.

If you haven't done so go click that little button at the top that says "follow"

I love you all dearly.

Be true.

Be you.

Be beautiful.

Songs of the day:

yupp.....I speak it again and again

OH yaaaaaaa and I just wanted to tell the WHOLE world
I am sorry for my mood swings hahaha....
AND I LOVE YOU ALL!:)

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Today I am negative nelly and positive pete....

I never really talk about my day but...

Today honestly was not the best....

I'm sick...

Failing classes from BEING sick last week...

A kid just decided that I smelled bad or something? And dumped his WHOLE water bottle all over me...

I passed out in class.....

I have a hot FAT lip....cause i'm pretty sure I bit it....in my sleep...pro.

I cant decide if I love this idiot indecisive boy or not...

And I just feel sad....

Something isn't right...

And honestly I don't know what it is....there is something missing from me....

I MIGHT have an idea and it could just be that I am a complete drama queen....but I am alone....

and I don't like being alone...NO ONE DOES!! But for some reason, I really can't do it.

And also...I feel replaced by everyone....like I am a person who is just THERE.....(hot dang am I going on a rant)

MY life is just great...

I decided though today that I am really tired of being sad....and annoyed and dramatic and angry...
I am just going to be happy..that's all I need to do. Is be happy. I am the one who chooses to be upset.

SO I am saying goodbye to the earlier me (negative nelly) and saying hello! to positive pete!!!
my life is crazy indeed
I am broken hearted
but remaining as happy as I can
my last post's of sadness and negativity are going to be put in the past
I am going to work harder in school
be nicer
and suck up the fact that im alone
and suck up the fact that sometimes life throws crap in your face so you can learn how to grow up.

Oh ya and I really gotta learn how to stop being a sarcastic jerk because sometimes.....its not the best...

anyways...
now that we have decided I am almost bipolar

You are all beautiful
I love you
thanks so much for reading
be true
be you
be beautiful
and thanks for reading lovelies!

Quotes of the day:

Songs of the day:

Listen to the lyrics of my broken heart

To be honest.
I give advice but don't listen to it.





I am terrified of love.
I was hurt more then anyone can understand from the last boy.
I don't tell a boy I like them because honestly I don't think my heart can take the rejection.

I get interested in a kid...and suddenly back out. I fear everything now.

I fear the end and I want the beginning.
I want to have that rush I had very few times.
I want to know he cares too....

I try and try and TRY, but it honestly doesn't work.
Yes Jade waters may the girl who always says don't give up!!

Is giving up.

I want to believe. But its hard.

And I am not trying to be dramatic about this but honestly...I am tired of being the strong super happy one. I am at my breaking point.

Every girl out there crying about a boy.....you deserve to be happy....and if your at your breaking point...honey scream to the world everything your feeling because there is no point in holding it all in.

I will listen to myself if you listen to me too....

If you love him....tell him.
If your done with the pain...keep holding and find the thing that makes you happy.
Don't let the world run you, you run the world.

And if you change nothing then nothing will change.

Unfortunately another thing holding me back is I am completely in love with a boy I cant have.....
and have been since I met him.....

sometimes I hate being a girl....only sometimes.

I am done going on this sad rant...

goodbye guys
love you all
be happy
and if your not
pretend
until you explode like me
thanks so much for reading

stay strong
be true
be beautiful
be you

song of the day:

Love sucks

Love.
Such a simple four letter word.
With such a LARGE meaning.
Love has so many little things connected to it.
Things like trust, hope, courage, strength, fear, meaning, passion, want, need, desire, and much more.
I dont unstand why kids get so involved with love at such a young age.
No one at our age can even handle each and every part of love.
So why do we do it?
Why do we put ourselves through so much heck?

I honestly dont know that answer, Because each person has a different reason.
I dont think I even know my own reason.

Love just SUCKS you right into that one person.
You cant get out,  even if you want to.
Its one of those things you have to just let happen.

You meet that person that makes your day.
That makes you laugh, smile, hope and dream.

That person also makes you cry, hate, and fear.

As a young girl you always see those movies about the girl meeting her true love and ending happily ever after.

HOLD UP.
Thats not how REAL love is?

Crap.....

REAL love is dirty, long, hard, painful and terrifying.
I hate it....so much....hahaha

stupid boys.


Quotes of the day:

Songs of the day:

After my huge rant I realize I live to love, and love to live...that's why I do it.