Okay so basically...I was a bed bug. Not literally but I felt like a nasty little bug because I was awake in bed ALL NIGHT. I got 2 hours of sleep. Maybe. So today I was a little out of it...I kept falling...and blankly staring off into the unknown. It was a bit confusing of a day for me. That and I am sick...even better my dear friends. Which I hope doesn't last long because I have homecoming this weekend and I would love to enjoy it. Which PS I AM FREAKKKINNNGGG EXCITED FOR HOMECOMING. Kay that is all. Today I did go to McDonalds for lunch for my cute baby sisters birthday:) I know McDonalds is not the best choice. But I was hungry. Don't judge my nasty food choices. Then in fourth period I kinda rocked my test in computer tech and got a 100 % yeah...i'm a boss. I know that's a 9th grade class. But I never had the chance to take it until now. So I am basically am the only senior in that class. Most annoying period of my life. No offense 9th graders but...I cant stand you and sometimes wish I could shove a pie in your face. Wow im mean. Anyways after school I went to Taylers and watched Abduction....not a bad movie. But that's probably because Taylor Lautner is the babe of all babes. (Sorry Adam!) hehehe Anyways I finally went home after laying on her couch for hours and went to bed. And woke up and here I am. Hungry, and still very much out of it. Thank you for listening to my boring life. Your all fantastic. I love you. Goodnight.
Be True
Be You
Be Beautiful
My little anchor
Nugent being cool with the taffy we found
we be cool
HAPPY BIRTHDAY BABY SISTER!
Jurr be mad!
Awkward citizens
It was sooo sunny and warm today and yet it rained! Gotta love Utah weather!
Pink Lemonade cake? OH MY MELT IN YOUR MOUTH. Try it.
Can you see us?:)
My bad/yummy meal
p.s
it wasn't really water...
it was sprite.
I'm a bad A.
We like to make ugly duck faces
It was such a pretty day! Thanks for reading guys, have a good night!!!
Wellllll OKAY so this week was good. I got asked to TWO homecomings...Mountain views by my wonderful boy Adam and then My schools by one of my best friends Nate! I am seriously so excited for both!!! Adam had the amazing guts to ask in person. I thought it was so fantastic since nobody does that anymore. Then Nate asked with butter and popcorn. Two of the best creations on this earth if I do say so myself. We also had the senior foam party this week and leeemmmee tell ya it was a blast! I love my friend they seriously are a gift from heaven above. Me and Adam went shopping for a tie and sweater for homecoming too. Were going to be the cutest matchers ever. I am also getting ready to move out!!! I dont know where were going....BUT we are going somewhere haha I did take my road test and PASSED! Time to get my license! SO EXCITED! I will be the coolest person in town. Just kidding I just wont feel like a loser anymore. Life has been ind of stressful with school, but I am slowly yet surely getting by. Senoritis has most certainly kicked in. Already have missed several days of school. Woops. But basically that's just cause I am sick of getting ready and cant wait to graduate. Sorry dear high school friends but I want to leave you all. But basically that's it. Not much. Thanks guys..LOVE YOU ALL!
oh ps I am SO excited its getting chilly...SWEATER WEATHER!!!
I cant stop being what I am. And I cant stop growing into what I will become. You can try and hold me back. And you can try to hold me down. But deep down everything will remain the same. I will be me.
And only me.
I am Jade Waters May. And I am very incomplete. I am growing. And I am learning.
People like to talk, like to guess, like to pretend they know everything about me. But do you?
I am Jade
My middle name is after the lead singer of Pink Floyd Roger Waters
My favorite color is Teal and Green
I like Vintage
I love photography
I am scared of the dark unless I have someone with me, and even then I freak out a bit
I hate texting but love phone calls
I have made so many mistakes that I will never fully forgive myself for
I want to be a Marine Scientist
I am a romantic
I like cheesy things
I love Flowers and animals
I like crazy mis-matched things
Crazy prints are my best friend
I am loud and crazy
I love brussel sprouts....and asparagus
I LOVE BACON
People say I am young and I don't know what love is. But I do.
I love my Heavenly Father
My family is freaking great
I have great friends
And a great boy in my life
I hate to be mean but I have no problem stating how things are
My life has been hard, but I have learned from it
My best friend in the whole world is my mom
I cant cry in front of people, I can barely cry alone. So if I am sad I show anger.
I believe in fairy tales, mermaids, and anything that's in the story books. This world is too dull to think otherwise.
I am very self conscious
I hate sitting still
I hate being serious
I put up a wall in front of myself to make it seem like I don't care but I do
I give people advice that I will never use for myself
I hate broken promises. In any way shape or form
I am self centered to a certain point, but I still care for everyone else. I just think that sometimes you have to put yourself first in order to survive
I don't let my mistakes go until AFTER they have eaten my soul into nothing, then I try to rebuild
I am bossy a lot
My favorite candy is pezzzzzz and cow tales
I love love love Dr. pepper and cranberry-pomegranate juice
I love to go on long drives, talk and look at the stars
Camping? The Bomb.
Ugly sweaters are the best clothing option
I cant stand being the center of attention. Being put on the spot is the worst thing ever. Especially in front of a lot of people.
I can not. Handle. Being embarrassed in front of people. Anything to make me feel like I have failed in any way in front of people is something that I can't do.
I love to sing and PRETEND I can write music
I wish so badly that I could play the piano
I want to be married and grow old with the love of my life
I get scared SUPER easily
I cry in movies
I get jealous very vverryy easily
Sometimes I point out my flaws and things I don't like about myself because it gets hard for me to hold it in.
Hugs are one of the best medicines for a sad soul
My favorite movie is Moulin Rouge
And I love to eat
All these things are just a few that make who I am. You can tell me what YOU think I am. But I will know its wrong. People walk this earth trying to be everything they aren't. They hold themselves together after people rip them down. They tape a smile on their faces trying to cover up the frown that's been glued on by someone else. They cover themselves up with a new body, a new personality, and a book of lies. All because every OTHER person just like them. Makes them feel this way. I will never understand why another person has the need to make someone else feel lower then them just so they can be happy. We are all the same, in so many ways. We are all connected and instead of trying to help one another live. We try to make one another die. But why? Why this need for us to feel better then someone else? I wont sit here and pretend that sometimes the copy demons don't get a hold of me. There are days that I do wish to be someone else just to be noticed. But guess what. I will never be someone else. And neither will you. So instead of trying to make yourself something your not. Instead of trying to improve another person and trying to make a new them. Just improve the soul that's already there. Just make you the best you want to be. I have already challenged myself this year and all the following years to stop. To stop caring what others think. To stop trying to make myself a copy of someone else. Because I am me. Simply me. And you are simply you. And if anyone has a problem with it then they don't deserve to be in your life. Now I could ramble on for evverrr and ever about this stuff. But I wont. I will just simply challenge you to do the same I did. Love you. Love everyone else. And don't let the copy demons get a hold of you. Because our world is full enough of people trying to live someone else's life.
Thanks for listening to the awkward rant of this little girl
I love you all
Your fabulous and amazing and perfeecttt and I love you
If you would like to hear anything on my blog...well...comment...OR email me! Its in the top left corner under my awkward photo:)
Be True
Be You
Be Beautiful
And don't let yourself die a copy when you were made a original.
