Inner child

I remember those good old days when time never seemed to be a problem.
And when I could care less what my hair looked like, if i had make up on or what I was wearing.
I remember when I was so happy that nothing seemed to get in my way.
Yeah I had lots of problems...
But I was me, and I liked that.

I don't understand how age affects us so much.
Because deep down inside of all of us is that child we use to know so well. That child called me.
As we grow older we focus on things that don't matter, and start forgetting the things that DO matter. We forget ourselves.

We care too much what the last person is saying about us when we turn around. We care too much if our clothes are in "style" or if we have the best personality out of the group. We focus on all the problems in the world more then we focus on all the good things.
I constantly hear, I want to go back, I miss the good old days. But really its not all that hard to go back when the thing that's really changing is YOURSELF.

YES people change, your surroundings change. But that doesn't mean you have to.
There's a difference between you growing up and you changing who you are just for somebody else.
DON'T do that.
Because there are four things you need more then anything:
-Family
-Heavenly Father
-Friends
-AND YOU.
I think everyone needs to take a breather from the big bad world and just forget everything you have been through. And just think about all the great things. And don't be afraid to let that inner child out. Because that child is the purest simplest thing in life. its who you are. and who you are is better then any other person there is. Don't live a lie by trying to be someone your not. Live a life. Be everything you want to be.
Live your dreams.
Make up fairy tails.
Be creative.
Act like you don't care.

A quote I love that helps my inner child come through:
Sing as if no one is listening.
Dance as if no one is watching.
Love like you have never been hurt.
And live as if heaven was on earth.

Just remember everything you are, everything your meant to be, your beautiful the way god made you, and don't be afraid to let that little kid to come out every now and then
love you guys and thanks for reading!

Be true
Be you
Be beautiful
I promise everything will work out.

Song of the day:

I just think this is a cute song:)

thanks again!
tah tah for now!!!

You need you, to be happy.

I sat at home wondering why I'm not happy lately
Then I realized that the only thing I was missing was me.
I sat around thinking that I was worthless.
That no one cared.
That I was going to be forever alone.

When truth is...
Iam worth something.
People do care, and I wouldnt trade them for anything.
And I'm never alone. Just because I'm not in a relationship doesn't mean I'm alone.
I have my friends, my family, and I have my heavenly father.
And for that I am forever greatful.

I sat at home and I cried because I honestly didn't believe my life was going to get better.
When truth is the only Problem I had was with myself.
I sat
And I dug deeper into myself
And what I found was that I wasn't being honest with myself.
I built such tall walls around myself thinking it would protect me, when in truth it was hurting me.

I thought against everything people said to me.
I hated myself.
And lost almost every last ounce of self confidence.

Now I'm not perfectly okay with myself I still have my flaws, but if I can accept myself then i already have everything I need.

I know you feel small
And like you don't matter
And like no one cares
But that's not true
You are everything and the ony thing your missing is you to realize the truth
If you are true to yourself then your true to everything
And if you accept yourself for the beautiful you
Your already on your way to happiness
And if you learn that everything you are is unique
Then you have found what you need

Don't ever let someone tell you your not beautiful
That you aren't worth the time

Your worth more then you know

You have to be able to truly love yourself before truly loving someone else

So don't forget who YOU are
And you'll always be happy.

Be true
Be you
Be beautiful
Love you guys so much
Thanks for reading

Quote of the day:

I found what I was looking for. It wasn't a person. It wasn't love. I found me, and that's all I need right now.

Do it for you

You know those moments when you feel totally and completely unimportant?
Ya I've been feeling a lot like that lately.
I feel ignored.
Like I'm not worth anyone's time.
People tell me I need to stand up for myself and not make everyone think it's okay to push me around. But the problem with that is even when I do stand up for myself no body cares. They do of course at that moment because it's pity, but I dont want pity. I want honesty. I want friends, real friends.
Everyday I try to make an effort to get noticed by this ONE group of friends...I try and talk and I get ignored. And they know it. It happens so often that they call it a "jade moment." I laugh at it because in a way it's funny. But in truth I'm kinda hurt by it because people , people that are my friends dont care.
Then when I finally stand up for myself.
Everyone calls me dramatic, or dumb, or annoying... How do they expect me to have any confidence and courage If all they do is go against their own advice?
It's get me no where.
It's get them no where.
And it gets our friendship no where.

If you feel like you dont matter, If you feel small and insignificant, then stand up for yourself. And if your like me where no matter what you do nothing changes? Then find better friends. People who do care. People who make you happy.
Don't make someone your priority if all you are to them is a option.

You matter.
Everyone matters.
Find people who make you happy a who you trust. People you know you can count on no mater what comes into the picture.
YOU deserve to be happy and you deserve the best. Dont spend your life trying to make other people happy, make yourself happy.
I believe in you.

Take a stand
And be true
Be you
And you will always be beautiful
I love you all