Friday, January 6, 2012

You need you, to be happy.

I sat at home wondering why I'm not happy lately
Then I realized that the only thing I was missing was me.
I sat around thinking that I was worthless.
That no one cared.
That I was going to be forever alone.

When truth is...
Iam worth something.
People do care, and I wouldnt trade them for anything.
And I'm never alone. Just because I'm not in a relationship doesn't mean I'm alone.
I have my friends, my family, and I have my heavenly father.
And for that I am forever greatful.

I sat at home and I cried because I honestly didn't believe my life was going to get better.
When truth is the only Problem I had was with myself.
I sat
And I dug deeper into myself
And what I found was that I wasn't being honest with myself.
I built such tall walls around myself thinking it would protect me, when in truth it was hurting me.

I thought against everything people said to me.
I hated myself.
And lost almost every last ounce of self confidence.

Now I'm not perfectly okay with myself I still have my flaws, but if I can accept myself then i already have everything I need.

I know you feel small
And like you don't matter
And like no one cares
But that's not true
You are everything and the ony thing your missing is you to realize the truth
If you are true to yourself then your true to everything
And if you accept yourself for the beautiful you
Your already on your way to happiness
And if you learn that everything you are is unique
Then you have found what you need

Don't ever let someone tell you your not beautiful
That you aren't worth the time

Your worth more then you know

You have to be able to truly love yourself before truly loving someone else

So don't forget who YOU are
And you'll always be happy.

Be true
Be you
Be beautiful
Love you guys so much
Thanks for reading

Quote of the day:

I found what I was looking for. It wasn't a person. It wasn't love. I found me, and that's all I need right now.

2 comments:

  1. Jade. Waters. May. I have been sitting here reading your blog for the past half hour!! Holy cow, woman. I love you and your beautiful thoughts. Looks like we're both discovering happiness again at roughly the same time. Be happy! You inspire me soooo very very much. Thank you for this.

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  2. oh honey thanks so much for reading!!! I am goign to try and post a lot more but it means so much that you even read my little thoughts!:) love you girly!!!

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