I give advice but don't listen to it.
I am terrified of love.
I was hurt more then anyone can understand from the last boy.
I don't tell a boy I like them because honestly I don't think my heart can take the rejection.
I get interested in a kid...and suddenly back out. I fear everything now.
I fear the end and I want the beginning.
I want to have that rush I had very few times.
I want to know he cares too....
I try and try and TRY, but it honestly doesn't work.
Yes Jade waters may the girl who always says don't give up!!
Is giving up.
I want to believe. But its hard.
And I am not trying to be dramatic about this but honestly...I am tired of being the strong super happy one. I am at my breaking point.
Every girl out there crying about a boy.....you deserve to be happy....and if your at your breaking point...honey scream to the world everything your feeling because there is no point in holding it all in.
I will listen to myself if you listen to me too....
If you love him....tell him.
If your done with the pain...keep holding and find the thing that makes you happy.
Don't let the world run you, you run the world.
And if you change nothing then nothing will change.
Unfortunately another thing holding me back is I am completely in love with a boy I cant have.....
and have been since I met him.....
sometimes I hate being a girl....only sometimes.
I am done going on this sad rant...
goodbye guys
love you all
be happy
and if your not
pretend
until you explode like me
thanks so much for reading
stay strong
be true
be beautiful
be you
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