Ok guys. Im sorry I havent been on in a really long time! But I have been extremley busy........PARTYING IT UP! I have been in orem all week and its been pretty great! I went swimming to Alicias house with Natalie and Makenna. I went to the park and hit golf balls with a baseball bat with James Jesse and Tyler. I went to Taco bell and got my favorite order:) ALL while listening to the new skrillex cd! Then I made a bag jumpsiut and wandered the streets with James, Jesse and Tyler. I played Signs at night with Cameron, Natalie, William, Matt, Christian, James, Jesse, Tyler, Autum, Cams little sisters and Christians little sister. We had so much fun! This summer has been pretty great. with the few exceptional bumps here and there.....but hey thats life, Im just glad I have the two best friends I could ever ask for that are there to help. SO I want to say thank you SO much to Natalie and Allan, you two NO matter WHAT have been there for me. And I love you both so much. Also to Cam and Katy.....you two are aaaammmazzinngg. And have proved to me that things will be ok. And James and Jesse and William........you three most certainly have brought smiles to my face, even when it was hard to. All my friends are amazing and I know for a fact I wouldnt be able to live without them. Your all amazing.
I have recently learned sometimes life isnt going to give you what you always want. Its going to throw the most unexpected in your face. SAYING HERE TAKE THIS AND GROW UP. Cause thats what were all doing right now. Is growing up. Not just physically but Mentally and Emotionally too. When life throws crap in your face, what you do is take it and move on,. Dont let it hold you back. Because holding onto it and crying over it isnt going to get you anywhere in life except sadness and a big wall around you that isnt oh so strong. When you get hurt. You have to stand up and be strong and dont let everyone see the hurt inside. Your worth so much more then you think. You deserve the BEST and not anything less. Things have been hard lately for me because of my move. The distance has killed a lot of things, including me being the happiest. But as I have moved on and accepted the fact that I cant change it. Life has gotten a little more easier to live. YOUR probably the highlight to someones day, you probably make them happier then ever. YOU being sad isnt just hurting yourself but everyone around you. Your a firework. Light up and show them what your worth. Dont let anyone take contorl of YOUR life. STAND UP and take no defeat. Take courage and speak whats on your mind, stand tall and stand STRONG. Be happy and make your OWN decisions because only you can decide how you want to live. No body is perfect, and we all make mistakes. No one has the right to judge another person, so accept everyone for who they are. Before you judge a person....get to know them first, you never know if they are going to be the next person to make a huge impact on the world. And if you want a road to happiness........forgivness and acceptance are key. Everythings been a blurr to me and i havent known why. I realize its because ive been going farther down into a world of where i think im the only one feeling this way when im not. Not a person here is ever alone. Thats just a little bit in my mind right now.
Quotes of the day:
"I'm selfish, impatient and a little insecure. I make mistakes, I am out of control and at times hard to handle. But if you can't handle me at my worst, then you sure as hell don't deserve me at my best."
"I believe that everything happens for a reason. People change so that you can learn to let go, things go wrong so that you appreciate them when they're right, you believe lies so you eventually learn to trust no one but yourself, and sometimes good things fall apart so better things can fall together."
"I am good, but not an angel. I do sin, but I am not the devil. I am just a small girl in a big world trying to find someone to love."
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